My birthmom sent me a card for my birthday. She said she's trying to contact my birthdad but that she can't find him. I really want to find him though. I don't really know how to explain it, it's just that its like a part of me is missing if i dont know who he is. I mean after all he may not be the dad that raised me, but he is still my birthdad. So I was pretty confused when I read that card. It's like all these feelings just kind of came up. I'll be ok if I dont find him, i wont let it ruin my life or anything like that, but at the same time i really do want to find him. I need some major prayer about that please. I'm gonna try and find him on my own probably. Now that I'm 18 I think i can get access to my birth certificate and stuff. But I dont really know where to begin so if you all could please just keep this whole thing in your prayers that would be great. Thanks so much.
God bless,
Becky
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